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|Saturday, April 21st, 2007|
About a month ago, I came home from school, and my dad was sitting in the office and my journal was open on the computer. I had no idea what to say, so I sat down. He was quiet for a long time and he said something like "I'm sorry that's what you got from me." I asked him what he meant and he said the uncontrollable horniness. We talked for a really long time and he just wants me to be safe and basically not do stupid shit. He got up in front of me, unzipped, and pulled out his cock. I sucked him for a while and then we went to my room where we had possibly the most mindblowing sex I've ever had. It felt so wrong, but so right! I feel really bad about being the other woman for my mom, but from his description, she probably won't mind... at least won't mind being pressured for sex. She's probably mind her daughter screwing her husband just a little bit, though.
I told Josh about it, he kind of freaked out when I told him that dad knew, but calmed down. All I can say is that I look forward to this summer, when I'll have both of my men back :-D
|Saturday, October 7th, 2006|
Sorry an_average_guy, no threesome. Very little twosome in fact, Josh and I just talked and caught up, but Natalie and I did fool around last weekend. Jared and I have health together, and I gave him a little peak when we figured out our body fat percentages, nothing he didn't see over the summer, but I think he got a little thrill out of it. It's almost like we're forming our own little clique, but its one of those fucked up cliques where no one has anything in common with anyone else, which I guess is kind of a good thing. Wow, I lead an incredibly boring life, I just cannot think of anything else to say.
|Saturday, September 23rd, 2006|
I've been hooking up with this pretty butch girl (or pretty, butch girl; either way works, maybe pretty, pretty butch) for the last couple of weeks. I've pretty much stopped caring about who knows what about me. Anna was a little jealous of all the time I was spending with her at first. Girls don't really have a cool rhyme like bros before hos, so that's probably why it didn't occur to me. I'm not even sure I really like her, but I know I like her tongue in my pussy. Ironically, my apathy has led to better grades, and less general trouble than I usually find myself in. The cute guy from geometry, Jared, and I have become pretty good friends. Sometimes I get the feeling he'd like to be more, but I'm not all that into dick right now, and sometimes he seems like he just wants to be friends. It's probably best that we stay friends anyway, because we have like six classes together, and if we broke up, that would just be tons of awkwardness. Josh says he's planning on coming home in a week or two, but I'm not as excited as I thought I would be. We might not be able to do it, our parents are probably going to be home and all over him, worried about their first born in college and crap like that. I'm not sure I'd mind. I love him and all, but I'd rather have Natalie eat me out.
|Wednesday, August 23rd, 2006|
Anybody want to do ( thisCollapse )
to me? Current Mood: horny
|Friday, August 18th, 2006|
He left yesterday. I tried not to cry too much. I'll get over it, but not right now. Current Mood: sad
|Wednesday, August 9th, 2006|
While I'm certainly not bored, I just haven't had much to say in a while, and well, I still don't. Every day that both my parents are gone, one of us sneaks into the other's room, he usually comes to me. We fool around for an hour or two then have breakfast. We'll usually take a shower together then. I watch a little tv or read a book or something, he does something to entertain himself. If he doesn't have to work, we'll usually fool around a little bit more before our parents come home. I don't remember ever being so happy all the time. I'd like to think that this is kind of what marriage is like. The one time it wasn't so good was one of the times we didn't use a condom, afterwards I freaked out a little bit until I had my next period. Aside from that we've been great. I'm really going to miss him.
|Friday, July 14th, 2006|
Yesterday was my birthday, and I woke up to the pleasant surprise of having my brother's face between my thighs. After an hour and a half or so, he made me breakfast in bed, which was wonderful. We took a shower, Anna came over, and we all went out to see Superman Returns. It was good, and Kate Bosworth makes a damn sexy Lois Lane. We came home and my parents took us out to dinner, and my daddy even got me flowers :-D When we got home we watched a couple of movies and I fell asleep in Josh's arms and he carried me to bed. He wasn't quite the perfect knight as he felt me up a little before going to bed, but I certainly didn't mind.
|Friday, June 30th, 2006|
|Best day(s) of my life
My brother and I have finally made love (and fucked, and screwed, and I don't even think there's a word for it...). First off, thanks to everyone who gave me advice! :-*
First I arranged for him to walk in on me as I was getting ready for my shower, I didn't have anything on, and didn't do a very good job covering up. That night, after our parents went to bed, I went in to his room to watch tv just wearing a nightie. After a while of cuddling up to him I told him that I had something to tell him, but he had to promise not to tell mom or dad. He agreed and I told him about me and our cousins. At first he was worried about it, but I told him that I wanted it and that I'd do it again. He got a hard-on, but he was also really nervous, and eventually we just went back to watching tv.
As soon as my dad left the next morning, I took off my nightie and snuck into his room. He sleeps like a log, so I got under the covers with him and went back to sleep. When I woke up he had his hand on my boob, and started to take it away, but I put my hand over his. I could feel his cock pushing against my leg, so I reached over to the condoms I put on his nightstand and opened it and said something like "your move." He kissed me as he took off his shorts and god, what a kiss it was.
We didn't leave his bed all day :-D
|Monday, June 19th, 2006|
I've just been getting more and more obsessed with the thought of my brother between my legs. He's leaving for college at the end of August, so its probably going to be now or never. I haven't been able to tell if he's interested or just not thought anything about what I do to flirt with him. So what's everyone's best suggestions on how to approach him? We have about 6 or 7 hours when we're both awake and alone every day, if that makes a difference.
|Monday, May 22nd, 2006|
Am I the only one who thinks Rumor has it would have been infinitely better if Kevin Costner had been Jennifer Aniston's father?
|Monday, April 24th, 2006|
|Thursday, April 13th, 2006|
I've been hanging out over at John's (unfortunate name) apartment afterschool for about the past month. I suppose a bit of explanation is in order, he explained that he wanted to wait to see if he was just some kind of experience to me... sort of like the reverse of a trophy boyfriend, or if I really cared about him. He hastily added that he'd sleep with me either way, he just wanted to know. I told him that he was a friend, and like a big brother, but a big brother that I could possibly fuck (that's a whole separate story that I haven't told him) and that while I was more or less just looking for sex when we met, I found a lot more. So, that's that situation. Sometimes he'll just do something really cute, like try to help me with my homework, or cook me dinner, and I can see why people look for girlfriends and boyfriends. It's nice having someone to be there with you.
And the sex is amazing. That's pretty nice too. I mean, its never been real hard for me to have an orgasm, but it is just so much better with him.
Everything else is pretty much the same. I'm probably learning more in the few minutes that I get to read between classes than I am in the classes. Anna and I haven't been hanging out as much, but she's been getting busy too, we still make time for each other. Padre was awesome, I had such a good time, and I probably only remember half of it. We got a new pastor at church, he's more of a down to earth guy than our old one, I like him a lot.
|Monday, March 13th, 2006|
Well, I had an update but my computer died as soon as I finished it.
Brief summary, I met a guy, he's awesome, I've actually been on a date as of now, he's like 23 yrs old, and while he wants to fuck me, he's refusing to for now, so for now I'm going to go to Padre.
|Monday, February 6th, 2006|
|You come home drunk once...
and for some reason you get grounded for months. Granted, I got caught doing some other shit too, but still. The highlight was visiting family for christmas and getting fucked by my two favorite cousins. Well, I'm already going to be late, so more later.
|Tuesday, September 13th, 2005|
So there's this really cute guy in my geometry class. I don't say hot, because, as much as I overuse it, he really isn't. He's always been remarkably polite to me, no matter how hard I try to get a reaction out of him. The only thing I ever see are the tips of his ears getting red. He has to know I like him, I've all but tied him to a chair and straddled him. He's not gay, because he's told me about girls he used to like, and he doesn't have a girlfriend. I thought I was past all this, that once I had sex I wouldn't act like a twelve year old with a crush. I get so jealous when he talks to the girl next to him, and she's not even into him. God, it's just frustrating. Current Mood: frustrated
|Sunday, September 4th, 2005|
I was in Borders yesterday, and I saw this really hot girl over by the gay & lesbian issues section. I go over pick something up, and flip through it a bit, and let my hand rub her back a bit. I let it go lower and she doesn't object, but then she grabs it and takes me toward the bathroom. When we get in there, she pushes me against the wall and kisses me. Then we go into the handicapped stall and she tells me to get on my knees. She pushed my head under her skirt, and I ate her out. Then someone came in as she was undoing my shorts, and so we left. Oh well, I still had a great time.
I might start using this as my main journal, as opposed to just my sex journal... I write here more than I do in the other anyway.
|Monday, August 29th, 2005|
There was the hottest guy I have ever seen in church yesterday. He was so sexy, I just wanted to touch him all over. I saw him checking me out after church, too. Swoon!
Saturday night, Anna and I went over to this guy's house for a party, it was pretty awesome. I had a couple of beers and decided to flirt with these guys who I think were in college, I hadn't seen them before. As it was winding down, we all decided to go skinny dipping. I loved that, just the feeling of all these naked guys and girls all around me. This guy offered to give us a ride home, so we called Anna's dad and told him not to worry. When we got back to her house, Anna gave him a blowjob before we went in. It is so hot watching her suck some guy off. In the middle of the night, I was half awake and started playing with her pussy, and she let me keep going. Then we went to church, and both of us crushed on the guy up there.
|Wednesday, August 24th, 2005|
Ah, life, how opposite it can be. I am currently bored out of my mind in computer class. And yet, not even two hours ago, I was getting the roughest, hardest, most mindsplitting fuck of my life. He's got a body that I would fucking kill for, and fuck-skills to match. I don't think I'd want anything more permanent than a standing date in the utility closet though.
It's amazing that I can waste time for an hour and call it class. Thank god its almost over. Current Mood: bored
|Friday, August 19th, 2005|
|Slut is spelled a-w-e-s-o-m-e
I let Anna's ten year old brother feel me up and made out with him today. He's almost as good a kisser as she is. I went to Anna's house after school with her, but she forgot her gym clothes in her locker, and she a) didn't want them stinking up her locker, and b) wanted to wash them so that a would not occur. She ran back and got them, and her brother came into her room where I was and just kinda started hanging around, looking up my skirt, that kind of thing. I looked up and saw him staring at my tits and asked him if he wanted to touch them. He nodded and I asked if he'd ever kissed a girl. He shook his head, and I took off my shirt. He must have practiced with Anna's bras because he had mine off unnaturally fast. His cock felt nice and hard, if a bit smaller than I remember on other guys. Just before Anna got back, I put my shirt back on and told him to leave us alone. I was a bit worried she'd be kinda pissed at me, but she was fine with it. God, I love her, she's never jealous, I just wish she'd be my gf and ignore the whole fact that she's straight.
|Sunday, August 14th, 2005|
My geometry teacher is the sexiest woman in the world. She's young, not much out of college, and you can tell she was pretty wild. She's got a tattoo of something on her lower back, I couldn't see all of it. She looks really cute in her glasses. And her legs... oh my god! Perfect. Well, that's it for now :-)